2010年9月30日 星期四

今夜點歌 - Don't Cry - Guns N' Roses

Don't Cry

Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Something's changing inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had...baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember how I felt inside now honey
You got to make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight

2010年9月28日 星期二

早晨點歌 - The End Of The World - Skeeter Davis

The End Of The World

Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more

Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

今夜點歌 - So Close - Jon McLaughlin

So Close

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

2010年9月25日 星期六

今夜點歌 - Angel & What It Takes - Aerosmith

  Angel曾是當郁青介紹給我aerosmith young lust專輯的時候,裡面我最喜歡的一首歌。郁青真是我的搖滾啟蒙師。


Angel

I'm alone
Yeah, I don't know if I can face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you
I want your love - Let's break the walls between us
Don't make it tough - I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough I've suffered and I've seen the light

Baby
You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
You're my angel
Come and make it all right

Don't know what I'm gonna do
About this feeling inside
Yes it's true - Loneliness took me for a ride
Without your love - I'm nothing but a begger
Without your love - a dog without a bone
What can I do I'm sleeping in this bed alone

Baby
You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
You're my angel
Come and make it all right
Come and save me tonight

You're the reason I live
You're the reason I die
You're the reason I give
When I break down and cry
Don't need no reason why

Baby, Baby
Baby
You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
You're my angel
Come and make it all right
You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
you're my angel
Come and take me allright
Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight


What It Takes

There goes my old girlfriend, there's another diamond ring
And, uh, all those late night promises I guess they don't mean a thing
So baby, what's the story? Did you find another man?
Is it easy to sleep in the bed that we made?
When you don't look back I guess the feelings start to fade away.
I used to feel your fire
But now it's cold inside
And you're back on the street like you didn't miss a beat, yeah

Tell me what it takes to let you go
Tell me how the pain's supposed to go
Tell me how it is that you can sleep in the night
Without thinking you lost everything that was good in your life to the toss of the dice?
Tell me what it takes to let you go.

Yeah
Girl, before I met you I was F.I.N.E. Fine
but your love made me a prisoner, yeah my heart's been doing time
You spent me up like money, then you hung me out to dry
It was easy to keep all your lies in disguise
Cause you had me in deep with the devil in your eyes

Tell me what it takes to let you go
Tell me how the pain's supposed to go
Tell me how it is that you can sleep in the night
Without thinking you lost everything that was good in your life to the toss of the dice?
Tell me what it takes to let you go.

Tell me that you're happy that you're on your own Yeah, yeah, yeah
Tell me that it's better when you're all alone
Tell me that your body doesn't miss my touch
Tell me that my lovin' didn't mean that much
Tell me you ain't dyin' when you're cryin' for me

Tell me what it takes to let you go
Tell me how the pain's supposed to go
Tell me how it is that you can sleep in the night
Without thinking you lost everything that was good in your life to the toss of the dice?
Tell me what it takes to let you go.

Tell me what it takes to let you go
Tell me how the pain's supposed to go
Tell me how it is that you can sleep in the night
Without thinking you lost everything that was good in your life to the toss of the dice?
Tell me who's to blame for thinkin' twice
No no no no 'cause I don't wanna burn in paradise
Ooo Let go, let go, let go,
let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go,
let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go
I don't wanna burn, I don't wanna burn

2010年9月23日 星期四

電影 - Requiem for a Dream

  還蠻特別的一部片,有許多加速、拼湊的拍法,看了還挺痛快,配樂很不錯。結局有點哀傷,不知道它的主旨是不是要講毒品的可怕,如果是的話,我想算是有點效果。

2010年9月21日 星期二

首次下廚

  出國留學免不了會有點下廚的經驗,就算飲食品味低下如我,目前還挺能適應外國人的料理,還是有買了食材等心情合適的時候來試試,雖然我的食材不過就是筆管麵而已...但是我是生手,可以原諒,哈哈。

  我有筆管麵、白綠花椰菜、磨菇、大蒜、和義大利麵醬,由於無油無鹽,我只好水煮大家,馬上就很融入外國人的廚藝了;水煮大家之後再把大家加上義大利麵醬用平底鍋攪一攪,就完成了。看起來有模有樣的!不過味道...嗯,很清淡,因為這道是養生義大利麵,無油無鹽又有健康的花椰菜!!配我的品味還過的去啦,哈哈,至少麵的熟度很OK,我對下廚好沒興趣喔。

2010年9月19日 星期日

認人功力

  我的認人功力真的是要到了爐火純青的地步了,特別專攻於B咖以下的電視電影明星。最近的兩個記錄:一個是在Six Feet Under某一集中認出了這個小男生就是主演稍早前看的神秘肌膚;另一個則是在另一集的Six Feet Under認出了裡面的一位女生是Michael C. Hall的第一任妻子,她我只在imdb的資料中看過照片。我要頒給自己一個佳獎,哈哈。

Regent's Park 記

  昨天和怡儒到Regent's Park目睹了驚悚的一幕!就是我用麵包餵天鵝,那裡的天鵝都好白好漂亮,有的我會丟到岸上,反正天鵝脖子很長吃的到,但是岸上還是有趕不完的鴿子聞香而來,其中一隻就把麵包弄到手了,我就看到那隻鴿子身後的天鵝,非常不悅的看著鴿子,而這隻神經大條的鴿子根本不把天鵝放在眼裡,突然那隻天鵝就張開嘴巴一口咬住鴿子的翅膀,還僵持了一下子才放口,超驚悚的~我們都很怕牠把鴿子的翅膀扯下來,哈哈,還好只扯了一根羽毛下來,以後還是不要太靠近天鵝好了,真殘暴。

2010年9月16日 星期四

電影 - 母與子 Mother and Child

  看完龍紋身的女孩系列的二、三集之後,找不到其他想看的,飛機上的電影品質跟第四台一樣,真的是越來越差了。於是在我完全沒頭緒的幾部片中選了這部母與子試試看,沒想到陸續出來了許多我認識的明星,也是部還不錯的片,挺感人。

  這部片的架構是屬於幾個小故事分支最後留向同一片海,搭配著故事的主旨,整部片有種靜靜的、淡淡的哀傷。非常喜歡電影一開始,用無聲、點到為止的畫面做前情提要,少年少女親親的親吻,然後少女懷孕、生子,這段同時點出了主題母與子。

  Karen是一個非常不快樂的單身中年職業婦女,照顧病老的母親,因為發自內心的不快樂,使她顯得惡毒,與他人隔有一道牆。後來新同事Paco踏進了她的生活,加上母親過世,Karen漸漸開始學著做一個正常的好人,過開心的生活。

  Lucy是一個活潑可愛的年輕太太,因為不孕,所以到處和老公一起尋找領養小孩的門路。然而在這種重要的決定的時刻,往往會很心碎的發現,看似soul mate的另一半其實並不是,就跟Juno裡的情節一模一樣。而可憐的Lucy壞事連雙,本來同意要將小孩交給她養的年輕媽媽在生產之後又突然後悔了。

  Elizabeth是個獨立能幹的女性,在聰明漂亮的表象下,會發現她不近人情的可怕。由於出生坎坷,沒有親人,似乎使她也不願意再自己製造什麼回憶,所以她不久留於同一個地方。這次換新工作時,很快的不但得到這份工作,也吸引了自己的上司Paul,但是當她更進一步認識Paul,發現他的家庭充滿溫暖時,Elizabeth馬上就帶著身孕逃離了,她決定再找地方重新開始,生下這個小孩,做一個快樂的單親媽媽。

  然後Elizabeth難產過世,Lucy得到了這個女孩,Karen再試圖聯繫自己14歲時生下而且送養的女兒Elizabeth時才發現她已經過世,為時已晚,在這之前,差不多同樣的時間,Elizabeth也試著尋找Karen。當Karen想要好好迎接快樂人生時,卻得到這樣的噩耗,很令人傷心,但是另一方面,她還是找回了她的女兒,然後她多了一個孫女,以及孫女的媽媽。

電影 - 直搗蜂窩的女孩 Luftslottet som sprängdes

  其實因為連續看二、三集,好像看了一部很長的連續劇,所以感想跟上一篇一樣,哈哈。在搜尋圖片時不小心發現下面這張男女主角的合照,女主角也變的太可愛了吧~

電影 - 玩火的女孩 Flickan som lekte med elden

  一直忘記寫,這次搭飛機來倫敦的時候看了三部片,其中兩部是龍紋身的女孩同系列的二、三集:玩火的女孩、直搗蜂窩的女孩。這系列的風格和品質都還蠻一致的,還可以,女主角還是一貫什麼都不怕的氣勢,唯一讓我有點惋惜的是,我一直以為男女主角會發展什麼戀情,我想男主角想的跟我一樣,哈哈,結果最後也不了了之,似乎僅止於朋友,雖然沒有我幻想的浪漫情節,但是當女主角寫訊息跟男主角說"謝謝你當我的朋友"時,我還是感動的流淚了。

影集 - Six Feet Under Season 5

  終於看完了Six Feet Under共五季,整體來說是不錯的,不過還是一樣,Fisher家除了David之外我一個都不喜歡,David和Keith在一起如此幸福美滿,真開心呀。

2010年9月14日 星期二

14 Sep 2010

  Nido Store的浴巾,顏色跟我以前用的很像,讓我想起了家。下面是爸爸幫我拍的cocaine。

2010年9月11日 星期六

7 days with Kurt 旅遊速記

04.Sep.2010 Day 1
  晚間抵達倫敦,接著在Travelodge過著像rocker般的生活。

05.Sep.2010 Day 2
  去看軒推薦的National Portrait Gallery,真的很不錯,很有趣的館,有好幾層樓,從古代的皇室肖像到現代的人物肖像都有,還有一些電影明星。還去了逛街聖地Covent Garden,很好逛,可惜我已沒力沒逛太多。

06.Sep.2010 Day 3
  早上原本想去白金漢宮看看交接,可是我們太早到了,不想等下去,所以在外面晃了一下就離開。經過Green Park,看到一個有趣的金字塔型水池。接著到達Hyde Park,軒用香蕉吸引到了一隻松鼠、看到了可愛的樹洞、還有多的可怕的各種水棲鳥類,最後到紅色的蛇型藝廊,打桌球。晚點去Angel逛逛,也有不錯的商圈。

07.Sep.2010 Day 4
  今天去看上次來倫敦時就覺得外觀很美的Natural History Museum,裡面一開始講星球、隕石的時候挺無聊,那邊好像是Geological Museum的區域,但後來到了一個很壯觀的大廳,裡面跟外面一樣美,還有很多猴子的骷髏頭在天花板盪來盪去,還不錯。再度吃了姊姊找的義大利餐廳Orsini。
08.Sep.2010 Day 5
  和Sean&Angel學長夫婦去了cambridge,男生划船樂,風景優美。
09.Sep.2010 Day 6
  去比Covent Garden比例更大的另一個逛街聖地Oxford Street,也很好逛,人多的非常非常恐怖,有許多適合買紀念品的店。附近的著名景點就是令我印象深刻的A&F。

10.Sep.2010 Day 7
  軒出發搭歐洲之星前往鹿特丹。

2010年9月10日 星期五

倫敦一二事

到倫敦將近一週了,經Kurt的介紹,交接了幾個好朋友,有幾件事想記下來:
1. 叫得過來的松鼠。
2. Angel的一手好廚藝。
3. 老賈的美味家傳燉雞。
4. 魏子介紹的阿富汗菜。
5. A&F的猛男店員和美女店員。

2010年9月3日 星期五

2010年9月1日 星期三

夢 99.9.1

  昨晚有點睡不著,才在擔心是不是失眠的症狀發作了,沒想到邀cocaine一同入睡之後,意外的睡了個很久沒有過的好覺!首先,剛睡著沒多久,就被一個惡夢驚醒,夢的內容是在摸cocaine的時候,cocaine翻肚用手摸臉,我突然發現cocaine的其中一隻手分岔成兩隻,雖然很害怕,還是多次確認,然後我就驚醒了,驚醒後不忘確認cocaine的手正不正常,因此突然發現很久很久很久沒有做過惡夢了,可是從惡夢中醒來的感覺真的昰太美好了。然後我又繼續進入夢鄉,做了一些莫名其妙的普通夢,半夢半醒間我還看到cocain全身在劇烈顫抖,不知道牠是不是也作了很激烈的夢,還是那時我還在作夢,後來cocaine就下床了,一直到天明,夢夢醒醒,但是睡的很舒服~

cocaine的故事之四十六 - 雨天的石門水庫

  今天9月1日,星期三,爸爸休假,想抓住我出國前最後的機會,帶我們和cocaine出去玩。不過很不巧的,幾天就開始下雨,今天也不例外,但是我們不畏風雨,依然照計畫出發,去了兩個地方,在雨中帶cocaine跑跑跳跳。

  今天沒有什麼特別,卻意義深遠,下次見到cocaine、帶牠出去蹓噠,至少也要再等一年,我不敢相信再過幾天我就要離開cocaine了,現在還沒有感覺,但是從cocaine一歲進入我的生命中之後,過了五年,我幾乎沒有跟牠分離過,所有照顧一手包辦,很沉重的壓力,卻不想輕易放下,到現在依然記憶清晰,第一次見到cocaine的那一天。還好,我知道我的家人很愛牠,沒有問題的,這點讓我很放心、很安慰,雖然牠不見得會想我,不過我一定會很想牠的,呵呵。