我的cocaine

　　經由媽媽的轉述，得知了cocaine最近的事蹟，像是晚上睡覺自動跳上床、不帶牠出去的時候會把垃圾叼出來、自以為正當的躺沙發等等，cocaine，你一點都沒變，就跟我一樣，I love you。

The first individual meeting

　　算是順利的，至少這次我有比較聽懂老師們在講什麼。到圖書館借了些書好像很認真一樣，還要感謝Jack讓我問問題、怡儒和老賈的集思廣益給我臨時抱佛腳。義大利老師很可愛，英文程度跟我差不多吧，好親切！回家公車上還碰到二年級的同學，也是當初面試我的那位，很喜歡她，開心的聊了一下，整體而言也算是有進步了。

The difference between us

Brand New Day - Forty Foot Echo

Never thought I'd say I'm sorry
Never thought I'd be the one to bring ya down
Now when I look out my window
But there doesn't seem to be anyone around

And I, I think I'll change my ways
So all your words get noticed
Tomorrow's a brand new day
Tomorrow's a new day

We said we'd take a little time
For both of us to see
And wonder what it'd be like to carry on
Yea I know I got crazy
Well I guess that's just me
If I could turn back time before the wrong

And I, I think I'll change my ways
So all your words get noticed o yea
Tomorrow's a brand new day
Tomorrow's a new day

And I, I think I'll change my ways
So all your words get noticed o yea
I think I'll change my ways
I think I'll change my ways
I think I'll change my ways

Never thought I'd say I'm sorry
Never thought I'd be the one


Feeling Good - Muse

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the tree
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when the day is done
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Yeah freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good

電影 - 摯愛無盡 A Single Man

　　孤單是一種疾病。

　　It's a sad movie。不過出乎我意料的，有不少逗趣的地方，片長挺短，畫面很美，我很喜歡，每一個慢動作的場景，都充滿無限的情感，身為一個愛狗人士，最愛的就是男主角把那隻別人養的梗犬抱起來聞的那一幕，＂這種狗聞起來像奶油＂他這麼說。男學生，雖然我沒有覺得他帥，但以長大的童星來講真的算是優的了，至少他的眼神蠻會放電，他和男主角之間的互動，拍的那麼隱晦情感上卻那麼露骨！我覺得很厲害。茱莉安摩爾的部分也拍的挺不錯，其他還有一些同志帥哥可以看。其實我本來就還蠻喜歡柯林佛斯的，但是我覺得這部是我所有看過他的片中最好看的一部。孤單是一種疾病，即使如此我還是沒辦法忍受混亂。

The first group meeting of ADS2

　　英聽、英說，英聽、英說。大致上還算順利，不過...在這麼厚一層的語言障礙下我也說不準。這樣土法煉鋼式的英文訓練真的行的通嗎？這是一篇沒有營養的文章...

The first presentation at RCA

　　一言以蔽之：我做的很差，但是收穫很多。

　　進來學校的第一個小作業，我雖然也徬徨但卻還是一貫的用很輕鬆的心情去看待，無奈人生的挑戰就是這麼多，在present的前一晚我竟然遇到一些無法放著不管的事情以至於徹夜未眠，帶著極度怨恨的心情和疲憊的身軀一大早就出發去學校，覺得每一個瞬間我都會睡著，沒想到一抵達上課的小房間，看到有些同學已經擺出他們的作品，突然眼睛為之一亮，因為每個人做的東西都截然不同，超乎想像的，不是好與不好，就是差異性，突然間我竟然精神都來了，會想知道每個人如何講解自己的作品。之後經歷長達五個小時包括午餐的presentation，我真的一刻都沒睡著，雖然在後期開始對一直提出意見的同學感到火大了，但我還是撐過來了，自己都覺得不可思議，所以我覺得，RCA在多樣性這方面，真的是不錯，竟然能在睡眠不足的時刻還吸引了我這種熱情度極低的人的注意力，十分偉大。接下來就是希望，英文的聽與說能更加進步，不然這麼好的資源沒有吸收就太可惜了。

嘿

　　我只是覺得很可惜，我們看似如此美好，有好多珍貴的回憶，不過其實你跟我一樣，從來沒變過的，只是我一直都沒發現，我會很想念你最美麗的酒窩，在我眼中你是如此可愛又和我契合，跟你聊天總是很開心，還想跟你去好多地方玩，就讓時間停止在這裡，希望有一天你會想念我的特別。

今夜點歌 - Forever And One - Helloween

Forever And One

What can I do?
Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try to leave it all behind
Did you see what you have done to me?
So hard to justify
Slowly it's passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind's so far away
My heart's so close to stay
Too proud to fight
I'm walking back into night
Will I ever find someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

今夜點歌 - Chop Suey - System Of A Down

Chop Suey

Wake up (wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
Hide the scars to fade away the shake up
(Hide the scars to fade away the shake )
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
Here you go create another fable

(You wanted to)
Grab a brush and put on a little makeup
(You wanted to)
Hide the scars to fade away the shake up
(You wanted to)
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
(You wanted to)

I don't think you trust, in, my,
Self-righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die

Wake up (wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
Hide the scars to fade away the shake up
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
Here you go create another fable

(You wanted to)
Grab a brush and put on a little makeup
(You wanted to)
Hide the scars to fade away the shake up
(You wanted to)
Why'd you leave the keys up on the table?
(You wanted to)

I don't think you trust in my
Self-righteous suicide,
I cry, when angels deserve to die
In my self-righteous suicide,
I cry, when angels deserve to die

Father (father)
Father (father)
Father (father)
Father (father)
Father into your hands, I commend my spirit
Father into your hands, why have you forsaken me?
In your eyes, forsaken me
In your thoughts, forsaken me
In your heart, forsaken me

Oh, trust in my, self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
In my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die

今夜點歌 - You Are My Sunshine - Elizabeth Mitchell

　　會喜歡這首歌，是因為裡面有James McAvoy帥到破表的電影Penelope。找過很多種版本，覺得Elizabeth Mitchell的版本最符合電影中的味道，明明調子是輕快可愛的，字裡行間卻有淡淡的憂傷。

You Are My Sunshine

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
Please don't take my sunshine away
Please don't take my sunshine away

夢 99.10.1

　　這兩天很嗜睡，都起不來，好像有一個睡魔把我拉更沉...總之做了很多奇怪的夢，很長、很真實，然後，我竟然夢到海苔？？昰在提醒我我不能吃我最愛的海苔嗎！！超怪。

今夜點歌 - Hope There's Someone - Antony & the Johnsons

　　Antony的聲音，就只有溫柔而已。

Hope There's Someone

Hope there's someone
Who'll take care of me
When I die, will I go

Hope there's someone
Who'll set my heart free
Nice to hold when I'm tired

There's a ghost on the horizon
When I go to bed
How can I fall asleep at night
How will I rest my head

Oh I'm scared of the middle place
Between light and nowhere
I don't want to be the one
Left in there, left in there

There's a man on the horizon
Wish that I'd go to bed
If I fall to his feet tonight
Will allow rest my head

So here's hoping I will not drown
Or paralyze in light
And godsend I don't want to go
To the seal's watershed

Hope there's someone
Who'll take care of me
When I die, Will I go

Hope there's someone
Who'll set my heart free
Nice to hold when I'm tired

影集 - True Blood s03e12

　　終於把True Blood第三季給終結了，雖然一些新角色蠻吸引人的，但整體來說劇情趨向芭樂，不過變的壞心的Bill我覺得更迷人呢。反正現實生活中Anna Paquin和Stephen Moyer都結婚了，我好像也不奢求什麼了，哈。